X-Project || Character Takeover

[xp_topaz]

Happy April 1st, interwebs. On this glorious day, the fictional characters of XP, written by their non-fictional players, have decided it's time to break the fourth wall Deadpool-style and let the world know exactly what they think of their lives, their current situations, and of course, their writers. Things are about to get brutally honest here. But I'm sure all our characters love us, right?

...Right?

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[xp_northstar]

What is the point of this, even? I have never been her main objective, obviously. Not until recently, at least. I believe this is in part due to the old me, oui? And the things that went on outside of the game with other players when she was playing him. He was very damaged, you see? And so I am not so damaged. Adjusting to this difference seems to have been difficult for her.

But now she has given me the photography and world travel, which is very nice. I have friends that I do not sleep with, which is also very nice. Though do not get me wrong, I very much enjoy the sex. It is good. And also, there are plans -- one day, I will apparently, very begrudgingly, join XFI, which will be very fun.

Mostly, I feel very sorry for Cai. She is easily distracted, loses her trains of thought quickly, and often has the attention span of a small fly. Her brain is very full and there are people who are very loud there. So many words, so much noise -- and for what? She winds up writing nothing.

She does cook very well, though. Better now, than before. So at least she is not living on frozen dinners and hospital food always.