You guys break my heart

[godzina.livejournal.com]

Kyle's and Jay's log was a hard one to read emotionally for me, as I love those two in oh so many ways. That plus Marius' entry did it for me. I am this close to crying, or like there's something ripping up inside of me as well. (I think I might be a little bit in love with the guy, really. Damn you and your impeccable charm. )

How you can write such utterly beautiful character dialogue is beyond me - I swear, I can hear them breathing between the lines on my screen. You are all wonderful and amazing and I love you greatly, even (and maybe because) it hurts sometimes.

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[frito-kal.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

The Kyle and Jay was heartrending to write - I actually put it off a few times because I couldn't think about it without feeling awful. And writing it was HARD. Really really hard.

At least for me, for dialogue (and a few of the players can confirm this) - I say it out loud to make sure it sounds okay and natural before I type it out. If it feel stupid to say, I try not to write it.

[diamond-dust06.livejournal.com]

Sitting down to write the scene was like pulling a tooth. I liked writing it, though. Not that I like torturing my boys that much, but it was a powerful scene and really got me in touch with Jay. Poor boy.

[frito-kal.livejournal.com]

Pulling a tooth is a good analogy for it. It was seriously like having a dentist appointment. "I need to do this, I said I'd do this, God DAMN I know it's going to hurt."